No One Ever Really Understands The Human Mind...Especially Mine

I just want You to see that I'm trying humility,
But it doesn't seem to be working,
My pride, it seems to rule my life,

And my heart, it seems to be full of deceit.

God, my God...I'm sorry I've forsaken you,
But I can't seem to find any excuse,
You gave a gift, I should not deny,
But I have found a way to say no thanks...

I need You to be, my accountability,
My whole entire existence is in a flux,
Pull me apart, and pour me out,
Piece everything I need back in,
I want these things,
Contradicting,
I pull away and deny everything.

The Wedding Song

Today is a day of days for you and me,

And I’m happy, so happy that we could finally,

Be together as one you and me.

This union, this union says so many things,
and we’re standing in front of so many,
declaring our love, proclaiming aloud,
these unbreakable, so unbreakable vows.

We are one,

And time for us to never look back has come,
you are before me in so many things, in everything,
and now the world stands and sees it’s just you and me.

We are one,
you and me,
Before God alone,

Declaring our love vows.

funk

I am trapped in a crowded room all alone,

With a bottle of Jack and a broken heart to prove it.

Please someone break me from this funk,
I’m tired of feeling overwhelmed and drunk,
My heart has been broken,
and my life seems ruined,
I’m at the end, the end of my rope,
I’m on my knees, I’m crying out for help.

No line seems strong enough to take me home,
No lust seems warm enough to make me whole,
My body’s broken from these things,
and I find myself back down on my knees.

Please someone break me from this funk,
I’m tired of feeling overwhelmed and drunk,
My heart has been broken,
and my life seems ruined,
I’m at the end, the end of my rope,
I’m on my knees, I’m crying out for help.

With nowhere to go,
No one will have me,
God reach down,
I want you to save me,
Blot out my sins,
And make me whole again.